The hardest part about being a Gemini is were constantly stuck between logic and emotions.
It’s almost been a year since your life changed, our lives have changed forever
I’m as equally angry as I am grateful
I have been broken, yet I’ve evolved into a masterpiece
I have learned from the one that I teach
Helping me become a better me
Life is never black and white despite how simple things could be, could’ve been
I am grateful for the truth that I will forever suffer with…knowing
I find peace in my suffering
I will prevail and we will conquer ZZ
We will fight for our happiness and our honor
I’m not alone and that brings me comfort
Appreciate the opportunity to make it all right
Find balance in the bullshit “yeah that’s right”
All these thoughts in my head I can’t believe I was misled to think I can trust you
After all the time we spent together
I thought it was love boo
Then you turned on me like when the sky turns from black to blue
Your strike hit like a brick
Left me dazed and amazed that you could lie straight to my face without leaving a trace of deceit
I have an angel one that you failed to see, I was guided to the truth about you
Your a disgusting piece of trash…how could you?
The feeling gets worse everyday I think about it
Making me want to gag and spit, I wish I could dig a ditch to throw you in
Sprinkle acid like fairy dust at the sight of you
Run you over a thousand times with a semi truck
Burn you with cigarette butts
Better yet hang you by the neck
Unfortunately your not dead yet, but Your Dead to Me!
He’s an anchor to your happiness, should you have to cut off your own limb to leave him . So be it! The only way to achieve it is to leave it… leave the bullshit leave the lies… guurrl you trippin. He then turned you into a full blown spy
Checking fb and instagram Tryna keep up with him. Jail bond who had it?? You went all out because just for a moment you had no doubt that he was the one, then he turned on you like the moon did the sun.
He’s and anchor to your happiness, because u let him. Amputate your own limb to save your space, your true happiness you shouldn’t have to chase…
After a half ass man that only brings you down ever notice that when he’s around you frown and when he’s gone you smile? He’s an anchor to your happiness guurrl he’s got to go!
I only say this because I know, I was once you..a girl that didn’t know her own worth, that didn’t know when to let go.
Chasing the arms of a man that was just as damaged as me .. he’s an anchor to your happiness, let him go so you can be happy.
You played with my love
You played with my heart
I hope that when you die you feel excruciating pain, and your nostrils fill with sticky farts.
You played with my love
You played with my heart
I hope that when you find the one you truly love, she ripped your heart apart.
Boyfriends become Ex’s
Friends grow part
Kids become adults
No matter the inevitable changes…
I will always have music!
My Dr. told me I had a nervous bleeding in my brain
The judge told me I was criminally insane
I knew some of my crazy was from the cocaine
See I’ve had my lover tied up in the basement for, only God knows when
I looked at him and said…
YOU WILL STAY WITH ME AND YOU’LL STAY UNTIL THE VERY END
Crying clowns and morbid sounds
And blood filled tubs
Mask and cutting glass
Black moons and poison mushrooms
Empty rooms filled with witches brooms
A jackals tale seeing acid trails
A dirty deed planted with demonic seeds
A haunted trust with piercing thrusts
Gagged with rags and gasoline bags
Heart melting eyes singing cryptic lullabies
Tormented mimes with twisted spines
Sickening rhymes with catholic chimes
A fantasy reversed with a witches curse
A dog moon with hidden rooms
A serpent’s tail stuffed with human cells
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You belittle how I feel because you’re not big enough to man up. I’m tired of being on an emotional rollercoaster, that crashes into a dumb. The shit from the dumb slams on to a window looking gross, lopsided and disproportioned, I’m there to clean it up.You want all the glory and want me to do all the work, while you refuse to be the antidote to the poisonous pain you’ve caused me and countless other souls that were captured by the light on the outside. What hurts most is that you never forced me to love you, it was worse you manipulated and made me feel like I was supposed to. I was wrong in what I thought was special…I thought only love could bring it out of you. I see that you’re too sick to want to get well, you’ve given up! Now, I’m left only to love myself.
It’s a new year but I’m hunted by the past.
Its 2018 but I can’t help thinking about how long the thoughts of you will last…
Get out of my head!!!
I meant it, I mean it… to me your dead.
I’m cold now and Your just lucky…
I hate you!! That’s what I said
If it was anybody else, your body would be filled with lead.
I’m coming into myself, I’m really sure and focused on what I want, but who knows that could all change tomorrow…I’m a Gemini!