All these thoughts in my head I can’t believe I was misled to think I can trust you
After all the time we spent together
I thought it was love boo
Then you turned on me like when the sky turns from black to blue
Your strike hit like a brick
Left me dazed and amazed that you could lie straight to my face without leaving a trace of deceit
I have an angel one that you failed to see, I was guided to the truth about you
Your a disgusting piece of trash…how could you?
The feeling gets worse everyday I think about it
Making me want to gag and spit, I wish I could dig a ditch to throw you in
Sprinkle acid like fairy dust at the sight of you
Run you over a thousand times with a semi truck
Burn you with cigarette butts
Better yet hang you by the neck
Unfortunately your not dead yet, but Your Dead to Me!
He’s an anchor to your happiness, should you have to cut off your own limb to leave him . So be it! The only way to achieve it is to leave it… leave the bullshit leave the lies… guurrl you trippin. He then turned you into a full blown spy
Checking fb and instagram Tryna keep up with him. Jail bond who had it?? You went all out because just for a moment you had no doubt that he was the one, then he turned on you like the moon did the sun.
He’s and anchor to your happiness, because u let him. Amputate your own limb to save your space, your true happiness you shouldn’t have to chase…
After a half ass man that only brings you down ever notice that when he’s around you frown and when he’s gone you smile? He’s an anchor to your happiness guurrl he’s got to go!
I only say this because I know, I was once you..a girl that didn’t know her own worth, that didn’t know when to let go.
Chasing the arms of a man that was just as damaged as me .. he’s an anchor to your happiness, let him go so you can be happy.
You played with my love
You played with my heart
I hope that when you die you feel excruciating pain, and your nostrils fill with sticky farts.
You played with my love
You played with my heart
I hope that when you find the one you truly love, she ripped your heart apart.
You belittle how I feel because you’re not big enough to man up. I’m tired of being on an emotional rollercoaster, that crashes into a dumb. The shit from the dumb slams on to a window looking gross, lopsided and disproportioned, I’m there to clean it up.You want all the glory and want me to do all the work, while you refuse to be the antidote to the poisonous pain you’ve caused me and countless other souls that were captured by the light on the outside. What hurts most is that you never forced me to love you, it was worse you manipulated and made me feel like I was supposed to. I was wrong in what I thought was special…I thought only love could bring it out of you. I see that you’re too sick to want to get well, you’ve given up! Now, I’m left only to love myself.
It’s a new year but I’m hunted by the past.
Its 2018 but I can’t help thinking about how long the thoughts of you will last…
Get out of my head!!!
I meant it, I mean it… to me your dead.
I’m cold now and Your just lucky…
I hate you!! That’s what I said
If it was anybody else, your body would be filled with lead.
you’re great in almost every way, yet there is nothing you can do to make me stay, it’s like no matter how much we laugh and play in the end I get a spell of gray.
I wondered if it was me, or if we were ever meant to be, that lightning bolt that only we could see was all for nothing.
I looked within for answers to determine this factor, it’s the specific way you hurt me is why I must go when you hurt me you hurt my mind, my heart, my soul.
My happiness was once a magic carpet, it took me for a ride everyday, I was alone, and that was ok, then I met you and you swept my magic carpet away. You could have took me with you, when it was just us two it was magical and you road my carpet until it became dingy and worn on all sides. We went everywhere together, but you were just along for the ride, you never meant to stay and now my magic carpet runs dry.
Missing someone feels like your reaching for something you wanted all your life but your arms are just too short to grasp it, or your heart is too pure for any one person to endure. Maybe missing you is the only thing that gives me life to push forward, only to fall infinitely down a dark spiraling hole. Missing you, is like losing a pinkie toe from a falling piano, severing it instantly *there is no ice nearby to save the toe* Missing you is like being in a two person canoe, without the paddles and without you… Missing you is like being invisible in a stadium full of people. It’s like believing you are beautiful, yet treated as if your a disgusting piece of rotten fruit *something you 3pt jump shot into the nearest garbage pail* Missing you, feels like I’m being chased by Jeffrey Dahmers ghost *except he eats souls and not people* Missing you, is like having the worst hangover of your life and having to force yourself to vomit just to get relief from the burning sensation that sits at the pit of your stomach. Missing you, hurts so bad it feels like the first time you ever got your heart broken, and you can feel it in every fiber of your alive yet lifeless body. I miss you so much that I’m starting to hate words like Ms, Miss, Missing, and You.
*Will time heal this annoying feeling of missing someone you hate?
It lingers in the darkness of something that was once tangible. Darkness like Batman’s cave, running fast like a runaway slave, out of fear, that no one will be there, to save you from whats near. I’ts scary being trapped in your own non existence, beware no one will miss it, remember I sat on the opposing side of all your lies. Its dark inside the truth, and the only one that has to face it, is you!